If Only

If you could only see me from the inside out...running in a field of flowers amid the morning dew...Supping white wine inside my thoughts...if only

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Life

I write out my life hour by hour, word by word, and thought by thought. I try to speak of something meaningful before falling into a corner of my own creation. Growing up, my life was happy for the most part. I grew like a wild flower in ground of strange soil. We were transplanted from place to place. My Father was a minister which had its own shortcomings. I oft times felt like a piece of thread trying to make it through the eye of change. I learned quickly that the spotlight was for my dad but not for me. Everything I did reflected on what he was and what he was... reflected on my being.

6 comments:

balachandran v said...

you see, Sandy, the learning is growing. As we learn more about ourselves, we are blossoming. And then, let the wind carry our fragrance far and wide...

Ashyea said...

I think this is very honest but very wrong...not all of it..just where you say the spotlight was for your dad and not you ..I think God has always shined a spotlight on you..I have seen and heard the talent you have and I know it is a beautiful gift from God I know too that your dad was a huge part of your life and you are a reflection of his being!
Ashyea

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